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There
are images I need to
create my own reality
Discovery
Angels & Sailors (rich girls)
Backyard fences, tents
dreams watching each other
narrowly
Soft luxuriant cars
Girls in garages
stripped, out to get
liquor & clothes
Half-gallons of wine
& six-packs of beer
Tender corral. Jumped.
Humped. Born to suffer.
Made to undress in
the wilderness.
-Hey
man you want girls
Pills grass come-on
I show you good time
This place has everything
Come-on, I show you
Burlesque
Beat
Can
we resolve the past- lurking jaws
joints of Time- the base- to come
of age in a dry place- holes & caves
The
music was new black polished
chrome & came over the summer
like liquid night- the D.J.'s
Took pills to stay awake & play
for 7 days.
The
General's son had a sister.
They went down to see him.
They went to the studio & someone
knew him. Someone knew
the T.V. Showman.
He
came to our home room party &
played records & when he left,
in the hot noon sun, & walked
to his car, we saw the Chooks
had written F-U-C-K on his
windshield. He wiped it off
w/a white rag & smiling cooly,
drove away.
"He's
rich. Got a big car."
My
friend drove an hour each day
from the Mts. The bus gives
you a hard-on w/books in your
lap. We shot the bird at the
black M.P.
My
gang will get you. Scenes
of rape in the arroyo. Seductions
in cars, abandoned buildings.
Fights at the food stand.
The dust. The Shoes
Opened shirts & raised collars.
Bright sculptured hair.
Spades dance best, from the hip.
Someone
shot the bird on the
afternoon dance show. They gave
out free records to the best
couple.
Always
a playground instructor,
never a killer. Always a bridesmaid
on the verge of fame, or over,
he maneuvered 2 girls into his
hotel room. One, a friend,
and a newer stranger, vaguely
Mexican or Puerto Rican.
Poor
boy's thighs & buttocks, scarred
by a father's belt. She's trying
to rise. Story of her boyfriend
& teen-age stone death games.
Handsome cat, dead in a car.
Come
here
I love you.
Peace on earth
Will you die for me
eat me
this way
the end
-I'm
surprised you could get it up.
He whips her lightly, sardonically
w/belt.
-Haven't I been thru enough? she asks.
The
dark girl begins to bleed.
It's Catholic heaven. I have an
ancient Indian crucifix around
my neck. My chest is hard
& brown. Lying on stained &
wretched sheets w/a bleeding Virgin.
We could plan a murder, or
Start a religion.
I
want to tell you
about
Texas Radio & the Big Beat
it
comes out of the Virgin Swamps
cool & slow
w/plenty of precision
& a back beat narrow
& hard to master
some call it heavenly
in its brilliance
others mean & rueful
of the Western dream
I
love the friends I have
gathered together
On this thin raft
we have constructed pyramids
in honor of our escaping
This is the land where
The pharaoh died-
Children
The river contains specimens
The voices of singing women
call us on the far shore
&
they are saying
"Forget the Night
live w/us in Forests
of azure" (meager food for
souls forgot)
I
tell you this;
no eternal reward will
forgive us now for
wasting the dawn
One
morning you awoke
& the strange sun
& opening your door...
"Now
listen to this:
I'll tell you about
Texas Radio & the Big Beat
Soft driven slow & mad
like some new language
Reaching
your head
w/the cold & sudden fury
of a divine messenger
Let me tell you about
heartache & the loss
of God
Wandering, wandering
in hopeless night
The
negroes in the forest
brightly feathered
let me show you the maiden
w/wrought-iron soul
Out here on the perimeter
there are no stars
Out here we is stoned
immaculate"
Time
works like acid
Stained eyes
You see time fly
The
face changes as the heart beats
& breathes
We
are not constant
We are an arrow in flight
The sum of the angles of change
Her
face changed in the car
eyes & skin & hair remain
the same. But a hundred similar
girls succeed each other.
The
sidewalkers moved faster
We joined the current. Suddenly
the cops, plastic shields & visors,
wielding long thin truncheons
like wands, in formation,
clearing the street the other way.
To get near or stay away.
Cafes were taking in tables
putting chairs on upside
down, pulling the steel playpen
safety bars. Whistles as
the vans arrive. Moustached
soldiers. We leave the scene.
Eyes of youth, wary, gleaming.
The church. A pastoral scene
of guitars, drums, flutes,
harps, & lovers. Past
Shakespeare & Co., the restaurants
w/elegant patrons, cross
street, the small Jazz
district (Story Ville) a
miniature New Orleans.
Negroes in African shirts.
A street brass band.
"Fare well to my web footed friends" Crowd smiles, jogs,
& sings.
Move past. San Michel Blvd.
The Statue. The Seine. Bonfires
of cardboard buzz evilly,
down the blvd. Fire-tenders.
Smell of smoke. Approach closer
nearer. Suddenly screams
long warhoops & the crowd runs
back. And as we flee,
they attack from behind.
Pressed against cafe tables.
Subway & news Kiosk- A
girl beaten, her cries. Can't
hear blows. Rain. (Man w/bottle)
Join me at the demonstraion
We
join groups under trees
& rain. Tall public buildings.
Join
us at the demonstration.
Dreams
are at once fruit & outcry
against an atrophy of the senses.
Dreaming
is not solution.
We
awoke, talking. Telling dreams.
an explosion during the night
A
new siren. Not cop, Fire,
New York ambulance or european
movie riot news but the strange
siren predicting war. She ran
to the window. The yellow thing
had risen.
Fear
is a porch where winds
slide thru in the North
A face at the Window that
becomes a leaf
An eagle sensing its disaster
But soaring gracefully above
A rabbit shining in the night
Still
wet from a strange dream
dawn burst
scarring the chamber's
roof where all things lie
I
sat w/her & sipped cold sherry
Airport.
(Caesura
= ante-room to hell)
Start
again: Should the events of those
days...Dream of incest & expulsion
from the tribe. Big Sister. It's called
the clap. Get on over here, mother-of-pearl.
I was a virgin. It lasted 10 seconds.
Well don't then. "I can't relax." Roll the
leather pants up tightly for the morrow
hour. They deserted me, deserted the cause, message
or word for another god. "We're kicking
you out of our universe!" He ask'd for you.
I'll bet he did.
Mystery
of the dream
a woman or girl is trying
to appear
The
Killer-Mexican, naked
except for shoes.
People,
a family not connected
move at hypnotic cross lines
out of still frame
2
men, detectives, following
searching, sifting thru
back & side lit rooms, holding
muted counsel. Hats, suits.
Brothers.
People
in a wood, a park.
The Killer lurks in his
own world.
dreams
of children & families
return to the sub-world
to assimilate & guide events
New
Orleans, sleep, (death's
friend, death's sister)
cattle, horses
faces get rubbery, clown-painted,
stupid sly & wise & knowing
The
mystery of flight
To be inside the brain of a bird
goal-the end of a goddess
to slide gracefully &
knowledgeably into graveland
The Big Dream
vs
Violent assassination of
Spirit & neck & skull
wounded he arrived
The
dark American Sunset
The night like a vast
conspiracy to dream, hold
court in the swaying sand
Tijuana-the
anus of Night
a cartoon of civilization
Whores are bores in the
American Night
What
will we see in the
bowels of the night, in
The frosted cave where dreams
are made, right before your
eyes. Prophecy w/out money.
This
song must have the sad
common strangeness of currency
coin of the realm. Bitter
embers. Scent of pine smoke
Fire-Night, special breeding
exercises. An excuse for
crime. High School of the
Night. Silence of a school
at night.
Acid
dreams & Spanish Queens
L'America (another?, lone?, voice)
Asthma child, the fumidor
Lamerica
Duchess, rabbit, the woods by the road
Lamerica
Pearl Harbor-Shot of the road
Lamerica
Conceived in a beach Town
Lamerica
Relevance of beach or Lakes
Lamerica
Sinks, snakes, caves w/water
Florida
Homo/-sex/uality
Lamerica
Religion & the Family
Lamerica
Plane crash in the Eastern Woods
Virginia
Bailing-out over rice-fields
Lamerica
Guerrilla band inside the town
Lamerica
Bitter tree of consciousness
Lamerica
A fast car in the night-the road
Lamerica
Progress of The Good Disease
Lamerica
Those
indians, dreams, &
the cosmic spinal bebop in blue.
The cosmic horrors. The cosmic
heebeejeebies. A combo of brain
tissue, blood, shit, sweat
sperm & steel, mixed w/grease
& liquid fire, ovaric calendars
Magnified on inner
Television lust-face, mirrors
into Nothing, great silence
opens layers of prehistoric
chinese monsters. The mouths,
the mouths, the cellular MAW.
A young Witch from
N.Y. is laying novice hexes
on my brain-pan, projecting
images of embryo development
on my psychology.
Her
terrified wildness
disturbs my generals.
Baby, now I dig your
nightmare visions, & your
sadness & your bitchery
But,
yet, thank you for
These spells. It gets
my pen moving.
The
screaming maggot
group-grope called life.
It's
time for the desert wild.
Lust
capital.
Time
for an island, get
drunk, write & sail.
"I
saw the Hell of women
back there."
Women
are obsolete
"Little
Wine-dig that girl"
We
placate women w/
food & song
w/sex, marriage, babies
You
dig kids, Jim
Yeah,
some of them are nice
I
like your wife
Democracy
of souls
The
guided tour
"I am a guide to the labyrinth"
city
is inside of body made manifest
meat organs & electrical
power plants
The
place where, walking down
death-row ("You look like you're"),
maps - AMERICUS - a river-vein
we ride along.
give
form to the passing world
Freeways
are a drama, a new
art form. Signs. Houses.
Faces. Loud gabble of Blacks
at a bus-stop.
car
cemetery
The abandoned cars
The color of car paint, new at night
under neon
The dead reside in cars
-the old man, filthy,
keeper of the graveyard
Children, curious, throw stones
please
like me
says the shrew
what can I do?
I love her.
Woman's
voice:
The palace of sperm seems warm tonight
Man:
Umm. gloom gloom doom ruin.
Woman:
Marble porches. The grand ball room.
Silver smiles. Trumpets. Dancing
Man
I want only you
Woman
This time come in me like an astronaut
Send snakes in my orbit
Man
We can accomplish miracles
when we're together.
Woman
Alone
Man
w/the night to guide us
Don't
start that panic
Love Street parade
No
one's afraid of the law
Someone
escaped
To the shore
Your
image of me / my image of you
in
one-night scenes
out on the coast
Won't
work anymore
Soft
parade
Love Street brigade
I
bring these few rags
back home this evening
& lay them at your feet
Miserable witness
to a day of tragic
sadness & disbelief
Hope you'll find me wanting
Take me to bed
Get me drunk (lay me out)
The
bride-to-be lies in her bed
listening to
Festivities below
He steals her-in a dream
Star
fish gluttony
What are the word-forms
for co(s)mic encounter
wedding flesh & mind
in one body
Tender
island Night
And a promise of fever
& scars that burst
at blossom depths
& more green silver
Us
wrestling in the warm temple of summer
beside the temple
cool inside
-He took my hand.
He spoke to me-
Black
horse hooves galloping sun
mad chariot race burning
mad fiery chariot race
mad girl & mad boy
My feathered son flew
too near to the sun.
a
moving
or movement
away from
a station
(weigh
station)
Sound
of lone car & low radio
A
waving (good-bye to relations)
a way from
a waving
a motion
amazement
a moment
amazing
a waving
(call
radio breaks in)
Uh,
we have a message
brak brak
He
follows a woman into the firmament
The solids, sonnets
elaborate requisitions for the god-soul
ah
my bright jewelled town
a Widow's band
roping sailors & hill-folk together
congeal on this flat spire
to partake of mineral jets
"he's sick" he should be sleeping
peaceful by air, a movie of dead nights
in a wound, suffer to give out
your red-blue lighter's flame
w/calm precision
your certainty lives in a match
or a mind
The huts are free evening cliff-dwellers
The trees, losing their variance, die sadly
w/grandeur
O soft redness & palest blue
like a babie's window
This is the hour you rule
& invite Ventures, quests,
trips to the electric valley down
"Mana
Man"
He
gets them into the dark hour
By playing singing stories hypnosis
wilderness the island
Led out of bondage (back there)
Viciously peeling fruit
Disguised
as "Players"
command Performance
See-thru
village
old hot forest of cars
cruel
ambience
Leopard snake dance
swift
lions of doubt
crouch in the window
& wait
for her to come
do
you have
straight jackets
for the guests
yes we do
When
the still sea conspires an armor
And her sullen and aborted
Currents breed tiny monsters,
True sailing is dead.
Awkward
instant
And the first animal is jettisoned,
Legs furiously pumping
Their stiff green gallop,
And heads bob up
Poise
Delicate
Pause
Consent
In mute nostril agony
Carefully refined
And sealed over
The
original temptation was to destroy.
The Cliffs. The Road. The Walls.
Original heroism-to bluff the elements
of fire. To call creatures into the storm.
The original heroism was to fall. To ball.
The All. Natural man.
To
participate in the creation.
To screw things up. To bring Things
into being.
The
Crossroads where the car hides.
Lies. Resides. A meeting-place
of Worlds. Where dreams are made.
Where anything is possible. Demons
lie.
The
car is steel & chrome. The wood-pile.
Top of the pile. The heap. The graveyard.
Where metal is reduced to its common
mute element. To be reborn. A tale
of rebirth in the wilderness. To become
chaos & come back.
2
spade chicks, or a king & queen,
comment from the balcony.
The
types of society pass on the boards.
Microcosm in a thimble.
times
change, damaged
cat's blood rectify in haste
cactus furrows, wild
thrift catalog of grace
The
chase bore inward
raise'd wet & westward shadows
To the strange trust
on the south bow
Augment
pure shouter's drawl
& light the candle
Night is comin' on
& we're outnumbered
By
the waves, each soldier
bristling w/his trowel
To search & claim us
Teach our burial
The
mind works wonders
for a spell, the lantern breathes
enlightens, then farewell
Each
shipmate oars to under-
stand & eyes unoptic strains
to hear:
We
came from over here,
to over there
Then
told we wonder
mindless to degree
Most seldom furls
begins a century
Planes
are groaning mothers
In our feeble insect wars.
Nylon
condoms stream behind her Trojan
Warriors on their dreadful writhing flight.
Bailed
out, sucked
from her metal belly,
one thin wire is left to prophesy return,
jump freely.
Swallowing
air in the brief canal.
The ground leaps up like dogs
to snap, the field, & rolling pain.
Swamps,
rice fields, danger.
Gunned down, over ten of them
struggling w/the wet placenta
While
some land back in oceans.
Skin-divers float, free-float,
in the uterus.
The
sea is a Vagina which
may be penetrated at any point.
Ah,
the rule was war, as friendship
faltered. Families quarrelled, as usual,
in their chambers. The race suffered.
We traveled. We left home & beauty.
Ah, into these ships, again, we hastened.
The creation of power is slow-wasted.
Borrowed fillings. Brace for the brine.
Heaven kept, hour dated. Winds fermented
madness & kept parlour rife & rancid.
Crews
took leave of sour concubines
& habits. The sea is no place for a lady.
Lads larked & frolicked, pulvering waves
they would seek into the deep.
Ark! Ark!
Cathay or Venice. Worlds beyond, &
Worlds after.
This
story has no moral.
Trust not sleep or sorrow.
The fife-man croons the lull to wake
& Brings strong soldiers to a windy beach
India
ink, ink of India
There are no more rich colors
Black neon, blocks away,
Escapes back smooth
in the desert sea.
There's
an appearance of sweat
on Italian silk skin.
Slap the rude face, & twist
into the doorway.
Then
reappear, w/drums & glass
in jewels of laughter as one
called "The Gladiator",
Hair claimed by flame of fire.
(Insulting
to be back.
The dreaded, dismal day.)
Jail
is a pussy coil,
dry as meat, dog-faced,
clever.
(Handsome
dog & the shot gun eye.)
We
leap the wall, dog & I,
To hang choking on fence collar chain.
Mate follows leap to suffer
String-throat, hollow, madness cry.
(In
this "hollow" we were born.)
Mexican
Khaki, the green womb.
Distrust all lovely words like green & womb.
(Obey
the father.
Run.)
Escape
back into the landscape,
dry as meat, dusty, narrow.
Dog
licks shit
Mexican girl whore sucks my prick.
(Open
windows on the town.
Open pores on foreign air.)
The
car rasps quiet.
Motor destroys itself on rotten fuel.
The pump is ill.
The hose has a steel nozzle.
Flesh
of her rolls flesh away
in waves, The waters part
dry scalps beneath the hair
nude-white & very rare
And
when she exits bed, the barge
To bathe in ocean's tile & under
surgeon's glare, blinking
I bask on the red floor of a Red Sea
Crime
begins in the bed, the home,
It's a low tide that talks
to rocks, & leaves
rust in its wake, & dry things crackling.
I
fucked the dregs of the ruins
of an empire
I fucked the dust and the
horrible queen
I fucked the chick at the
gates of the Maya
I fucked all your women
& treated the same
w/respect for your warriors
returned from the
Kingdom
fucked w/the Negroes
in cabs of the drivers
Fucked little infants of North
Indo-China
Branded w/Napalm & screaming
in pain
pencilled
heaven
my regards
no when to stop
There's
someone at the door.
A rapist rushes in.
No pain. No death.
It's
us, over & over again.
We're
coming in.
All right, search the place.
You won't find anything.
Seeing
all perspectives at once.
When
everything freezes
& kind of turns back
in on itself.
feast
green beast, spurred on by
sex, seasoned in silence, w/held
from slumber, silent in the deep pale
night beast lanquid a cool a cunt
a forest flower awoken now breathe
utter a word of reproach for fair
swifty flyers agon of night
The dream car the outlaw star
now he sits reclines in a terrible mansion
made more monstrous by the dark stroke
of slumber
The
car is a purple foil beast dead in the
night. Neon is its sign his rich home
soft luxuriant car death gave grace
shaken to the soil He stood in a strange
centre by the meeting pt. of worlds
This crossroads of desert flies the
corpse of sand batteries the ignition
What did happen! He screams at camera
Here she lie bleeding, blue wounds
just to tell us in our floppy hats
it's over. The cops are rubber animals
w/surgeons cold pride, w/out their
glamour. The ambulance attendants
are sudden amateurs, good-natured in
this foreign chore. The cliffs no longer
contain faces. "I know what jail is
like" & "I know about time".
So
we played the carnival. Car. Carne.
Feast of meat. Celebration of blood.
O
lucky ones who enjoy the dumb show
The
reptile farm. The snake farm.
Woman & Monkey. The sign. The sign.
Search
for the Tree. The place. The sink
Big Dismal
Goes
in 2 ways. Spirit & meat. (sex)
You cannot join what can't be joined
You cannot travel 2 roads
(He road off in all directions)
Hand
Grenade
Very
brave
all the rage
to tempt loneliness
upon Front page
gold head lines
w/Ali Khan & all the rest
Onassis, Blues
BB Albert Collins
gin & tonic
give him a high martin i
get him down
the prancing clown
will bring the empire
swooping swirling
Tunnelling Thundering Tumbling
hell, O, down
(That's
as down as I can
get right now, on a
Mainstream, & I am pretty
high, far gone)
Thank
god I have the
Sweet warm promise of
a woman there to keep
me warm
So
this is where my fine warm
poetry (pottery) has got
me,
led me
back to Madness
& the men who made me
You
think I don't know that!
your
poetry is so obsessed
I like my madmen cold
The
abandoned Hotel
flowers dirt on its walls
The labyrinth of bowels
Moves slowly in grim waste
Children play here, wait
& sway here, tiring to her
swoon arched summer
and languid by the bow
Sits Esther, made up
like a queen, port in
a storm, striking fire-bells
in her drawers, chalking
the black street w/wild lies
O
how could this be done to me
great dancer's Witness
God, you are a satyr in disguise
Thus cruelly & uselessly to
Rend my life awry
I'll lie here stolen, in cold wind
in the road, until peace freezes
over,
& hallows me.
Rude ghost bastard.
Ah! Who comes now.
an
afternoon of summer
dread
I'm afraid to meet all
the rest of my brothers
in distress
Couldn't we get in one
big Movie
Blow it all on one
Grand Floozie
& end it all
YAH
YEAH
an autograph sends respects
to her Twin
everyone
wants a Christ
& no one will give it to him
Mohammed, the enchanter
Keeper of Harems
Buddha,
inkindergardened
under his tree, w/
not a moon-glow,
mindless Thought for you
& me
(This
does not mean I want
or wish to be prey to people
God forbid)
&
look at the steeple
a mindless wit am I
dickless, looking at the sky
a
hole in the clouds
where a mind hides
Pagodas-temples
in
child's raw hope
animal
in a tunnel
defined by the light
around him
These
evil subsidies
these shrouds
surround
If
it's no problem, why mention it.
Everything spoken means that,
it's opposite, & everything else.
I'm alive, I'm dying.
The
end of the rainbow
put
all my screaming phantasies
into one giant
Box-trap
image
of self-image-propagation
image of elation
Ungulation
limit 1st tree
image
of Utopia
a slaughter of phantoms
innocent-guilty
The
Human World
bounded by words
& dust
sweet
soft & velvet
dust
medium
trust
Heaven
or Hell the circus
of your actions
To
Play
(chance is god here)
at Carnival
assuage
the guilt
The deep fear
The
separate loneliness
open
Sinygog
open sesame
The
Party of new connection
mind made free
Love cannot save you
from your own fate
Art
cannot soothe
Words cannot tame
The Night
Scour
the mind w/diamond
brushes. Cleanse into Mandalas.
Memory keeps us wicked & warm.
The Time temple. Who'll go 1st?
Cloaked figures huddled by walls.
A head moves clocklike slowly.
I'm coming. Wait for me.
Lessons
on becoming
a revolutionary
an actor
(a prophet!)
or a poet
There's
still good friends
to assist & relieve you
Mercenary whim
for her or for him
First
become a
Visionary-Scientist
radiocal biochemical
aviationary sky-diver
Then contact your local pub-
lic accountant (he'll tell you
how to spread the seeds of doubt)
Maids
are bickering in the hall
The day is warm
Last night's perfume
I lie alone in this
cool room
My
mind is calm & swirling
like the marble pages of an
old book
I'm
a cold clean skeleton
scarecrow on a hill
in April
Wind eases the arches
of my boney Kingdom
Wind whistles thru my mind
& soul
My life is an open book
or a T.V. confession
I
wish a storm would
come & blow this shit
away. Or a bomb to
burn the Town & scour
the sea. I wish clean
death would come to me.
If
only I
could feel
The sound
of the sparrows
& feel child hood
pulling me
back again
If
only I could feel
me pulling back
again
& feel embraced
by reality
again
I would die
Gladly die
It
has been said that
on birth we are trying
to find a proper womb
for the growth of our
Buddha nature, & that
on dying we find a
womb in the tomb of the
earth. This is my
father's greatest
fear. It shouldn't be.
Instead, he should
be trying to find me
a better tomb.
The
end of the dream
will be when it
matters
all
things lie
Buddha will forgive me
Buddha will
-The
cycle begins anew
a
luring lulling sick-sad maddening
haunting ego-familiar strain
calls the wayward wanderer
home again
a
music mosaic made of all image
tunes preceeding
The
whistle or warm woman's cry that
calls the child home from play
Thank
you, O Lord
For the white blind light
A city rises from the sea
I had a splitting headache
from which the future's made.
Copyright
© 1990 Wilderness Publications
THE NEW CREATURES
Snakeskin
jacket
Indian eyes
Brilliant hair
He
moves in disturbed
Nile insect
Air
You
parade thru the soft summer
We watch your eager rifle decay
Your wilderness
Your teeming emptiness
Pale forest on verge of light
decline.
More
of your miracles
More of your magic arms
Bitter
grazing in sick pastures
Animal sadness & the daybed
Whipping.
Iron curtains pried open.
The elaborate sun implies
dust, knives, voices.
Call
out of the Wilderness
Call out of fever, receiving
the wet dreams of an Aztec King.
The
banks are high and overgrown
rich w/warm green danger.
Unlock the canals.
Punish our sister's sweet playmate distress.
Do you want us that way w/the rest?
Do you adore us?
When you return will you
still want to play w/us?
Fall
down.
Strange gods arrive in fast enemy poses.
Their shirts are soft marrying
cloth and hair together.
All along their arms ornaments
conceal veins bluer than blood
pretending welcome.
Soft lizard eyes connect.
Their soft drained insect cries erect
new fear, where fears reign.
The rustling of sex against their skin.
The wind withdraws all sound.
Stamp your witness on the punished ground.
Wounds,
stags, & arrows
Hooded flashing legs plunge
near the tranquil women.
Startling obedience fom the pool people.
Astonishing caves to plunder.
Loose, nerveless ballets of looting.
Boys are running.
Girls are screaming, falling.
The air is thick w/smoke.
Dead crackling wires dance pools
of sea blood.
Lizard
woman
w/your insect eyes
w/your wild surprise.
Warm daughter of silence.
Venom.
Turn your back w/a slither of moaning wisdom.
The unblinking blind eyes
behind walls new histories rise
and wake growling & whining
the weird dawn of dreams.
Dogs lie sleeping.
The wolf howls.
A creature lives out the war.
A forest.
A rustle of cut words, choking
river.
The
snake, the lizard, the insect eye
the huntsman's green obedience.
Quick, in raw time, serving
stealth & slumber,
grinding warm forests into restless lumber.
Now
for the valley.
Now for the syrup hair.
Stabbing the eyes, widening skies
behind the skull bone.
Swift end of hunting.
Hug round the swollen torn breast
& red-stained throat.
The hounds gloat.
Take her home.
Carry our sister's body, back
to the boat.
A
pair of Wings
Crash
High winds of Karma
Sirens
Laughter
& young voices
in the mts.
Saints
the Negro, Africa
Tattoo
eyes like time
Build
temporary habitations, games
& chambers, play there, hide.
First
man stood, shifting stance
while germs of sight
unfurl'd Flags in his skull
and
quickening, hair, nails, skin
turned slowly, whirl'd, in
the warm aquarium, warm
wheel turning.
Cave
fish, eels, & gray salamanders
turn in their night career of sleep.
The
idea of vision escapes
the animal worm whose earth
is an ocean, whose eye is its body.
The
theory is that birth is prompted
by the child's desire to leave the womb.
But in the photograph an unborn horse's
neck strains inward w/legs scooped out.
From
this everything follows:
Swallow
milk at the breast
until there's no milk.
Squeeze
wealth at the rim
until tile pools claim it.
He
swallows seed, his pride
until w/pale mouth legs
she sucks the root, dreading
world to devour child.
Doesn't
the ground swallow me
when I die, or the sea
if I die at sea?
The
City: Hive, Web, or severed
insect mound. All citizens heirs
of the same royal parent.
The
caged beast, the holy center,
a garden in the midst of the city.
"See
Naples & die".
Jump ship. Rats, sailors
& death.
So
many wild pigeons.
Animals ripe w/new diseases.
"There is only one disease
and I am its catalyst",
cried doomed pride of the carrier.
Fighting,
dancing, gambling,
bars, cinemas thrive
in the avid summer.
Savage
destiny
Naked
girl, seen from behind,
on
a natural road
Friends
explore the labyrinth
-Movie
young woman left on the desert
A
city gone mad w/fever
Sisters
of the unicorn, dance
Sisters & brothers of Pyramid
Dance
Mangled
hands
Tales of the Old Days
Discovery of the Sacred Pool
changes
Mute-handed stillness baby cry
The
wild dog
The sacred beast
Find
her!
He
goes to see the girl
of the ghetto.
Dark savage streets.
A hut, lighted by candle.
She is magician
Female prophet
Sorceress
Dressed in the past
All arrayed.
The
stars
The moon
She reads the future
in your hand.
The
walls are garish red
The stairs
High discordant screaming
She has the tokens.
"You too"
"Don't go"
He flees.
Music renews.
The
mating-pit.
"Salvation"
Tempted to leap in circle.
Negroes
riot.
A
file of young people
going thru a small woods.
They
are filming something
in the street, in front of
our house.
Walking
to the riot
Spreads to the houses
the lawns
suddenly alive now
w/people
running
I
don't dig what they did
to that girl
Mercy pack
Wild song they sing
As they chop her hands
Nailed to a ghost
Tree
I
saw a lynching
Met the strange men
of the southern swamp
Cypress was their talk
Fish-call & bird-song
Roots & signs
out of all knowing
They chanced to be there
Guides, to the white
gods.
An
armed camp.
Army army
burning itself in
feasts.
Jackal,
we sniff after the survivors of caravans.
We reap bloody crops on war fields.
No meat of any corpse deprives our lean bellies.
Hunger drives us on scented winds.
Stranger, traveler,
peer into our eyes & translate
the horrible barking of ancient dogs.
Camel
caravans bear
witness guns to Caesar.
Hordes crawl & seep inside
the walls. The streets
flow stone. Life goes
on absorbing war. Violence
kills the temple of no sex.
Terrible
shouts start
the journey
-if they had migrated sooner
-a
high wailing keening
piercing animal lament
from a woman
high atop a Mt. tower
-Thin
wire fence
in the mind
dividing the heart
Surreptitiously
They smile
Inviting-Smiling
Choktai
leave!
evil
Leave!No come here
Leave her!
A
creature is nursing
its child
soft arms around
the head & neck
a mouth to connect
leave this child alone
This one is mine
I'm taking her home
Back to the rain
The
assassin's bullet
Marries the King
Dissembling miles of air
To kiss the crown.
The Prince rambles in blood.
Ode to the neck
That was groomed
For rape's gown.
Cancer
city
Urban fall
Summer sadness
The highways of the old town
Ghosts in cars
Electric shadows
Ensenada
the dead seal
the dog crucifix
ghosts of the dead car sun.
Stop the car.
Rain. Night.
Feel.
Sea-bird
sea-moan
Earthquake murmuring
Fast-burning incense
Clamoring surging
Serpentine road
To the Chinese caves
Home of the winds
The gods of mourning
The
city sleeps
& the unhappy children
roam w/ animal gangs.
They seem to speak
to their friends
the dogs
who teach them trails.
Who can catch them?
Who can make them come
inside?
The
tent girl
at midnight
stole to the well
& met her lover there
They talked a while
& laughed
& then he left
She put an orange pillow
on her breast
In
the morning
Chief w/drew his troops
& planned a map
The horsemen rose on up
The women fixed the ropes
on tight
The tents are folded now
We march toward the sea.
Catalog
of horrors
Descriptions of Natural disaster
Lists of miracles in the divine corridor
Catalog of objects in the room
List of things in the sacred river
The
soft parade has now begun
on Sunset.
Cars come thundering down
the canyon.
Now is the time & the place.
The cars come rumbling.
"You got a cool machine".
These engine beasts
muttering their soft
talk. A delight
at night
to hear their quiet voices
again
after 2 years.
Now
the soft parade
has soon begun.
Cool pools
from a tired land
sink now
in the peace of evening.
Clouds weaken
& die.
The sun, an orange skull,
whispers quietly, becomes an
island, & is gone.
There
they are
watching
us everything
will be dark.
The light changed.
We were aware
knee-deep in the fluttering air
as the ships move on
trains in their wake.
Trench mouth
again in the camps.
Gonorrhea
Tell the girl to go home
We need a witness
to the killing.
The artists of Hell
set up easels in parks
the terrible landscape,
where citizens find anxious pleasure
preyed upon by savage bands of youths
I
can't believe this is happening
I can't believe all these people
are sniffing each other
& backing away
teeth grinning
hair raised, growling, here in
the slaughtered wind
I
am ghost killer.
witnessing to all
my blessed sanction
This
is it
no more fun
the death of all joy
has come.
Do
you dare
deny my
potency
my kindness
or forgiveness?
Just try
you will fry
like the rest
in holiness
And
not for a
penny
will I spare
any time
for you
Ghost children
down there
in the frightening world
You
are alone
& have no need of other
you & the child mother
who bore you
who weaned you
who made you man
Photo-booth
killer
fragile bandit
straight from ambush
Kill
me!
Kill the child who made
Thee.
Kill the thought-provoking
senator of lust
who brought you to this state.
Kill
hate
disease
warfare
sadness
Kill
badness
Kill madness
Kill
photo mother murder tree
Kill me.
Kill yourself
Kill the little blind elf.
The
beautiful monster
vomits a stream of watches
clocks jewels knives silver
coins & copper blood
The
well of time & trouble
whiskey bottles perfume
razor blades beads
liquid insects hammers
& thin nails the feet of
birds eagle feathers & claws
machine parts chrome
teeth hair shards of pottery & skulls the ruins
of our time the debris by
a lake the gleaming
beer cans & rust & sable
menstrual fur
Dance
naked on broken
bones feet bleed & stain
glass cuts cover your mind
& the dry end of vacuum
boat while the people
drop lines in still pools
& pull ancient trout
from the deep home. Scales
crusted & gleaming green
A knife was stolen. A
valuable hunting knife
By some strange boys
from the other camp across
the Lake
Are
these our friends
racing & shuddering
thru the calm vales of parliament
My
son will not die in the war
He will return
numbed peasant voice of Orient
fisherman
Last
time you said
this was the only way
voice of tender young girl
Running
& speaking
infected green
jungles
consult
the oracle
bitter creek
crawl
they exist on rainwater
monkey-love
mantra mate
maker of brandy
The
poison isles
The poison
Take
this thin granule
of evil snakeroot
from the southern
shore
way
out miracle
will find thee
The
chopper blazed over
inward click & sure
blasted matter, made
the time bombs free
of leprous lands
spotted w/ hunger
& clinging to law
Please
show us your ragged head
& silted smiling eyes
calm in fire
a silky flowered shirt
edging the eyes, alive
spidery, distant
dial lies
come,
calm one
into the life-try
already
wifelike
latent, leathery, loose
lawless, large & languid
She was a kindom-cry
legion of lewd marching
mind-men
Where
are your manners
out there on the sunlit
desert
boundless glaxies of dust
cactus spines, beads
bleach stones, bottles
& rust cars, stored for shaping
The
new man, time-soldier
picked his way narrowly
thru the crowded ruins
of once grave city, gone
comic now w/ rats
& insects of refuge
He
lives in cars
goes fruitless thru
the frozen schools
& finds no space
in shades of
obedience
the
monitors are silenced
the great graveled guard-towers
sicken on the westward beach
so tired of watching
if
only one horse were left
to ride thru the waste
a dog at his side
to sniff meat-maids
chained on the public poles
there
is no more argument
in beds, at night
blackness is burned
Stare into the parlors of town
where a woman dances
in her European gown
to the great waltzes
this could be fun
to rule a wasteland
II
Cherry
palms
Terrible shores
& more
& many more
This
we know
that all are free
in the school-made
text of the unforgiven
deceit
smiles
incredible hardships are suffered
by those barely able
to endure
but
all will pass
lie down in green grass
& smile, & muse, & gaze
upon her smooth
resemblance
to the mating-Queen
who it seems
is in love
w/the horseman
now,
isn't that fragrant
Sir, isn't that knowing
w/a wayward careless
backward glance
Copyright
© 1969-1970 James Douglas Morrison
THE
LORDS - Notes on Vision
Look
where we worship.
We
all live in the city.
The
city forms- often physically, but inevitably
psychically- a circle. A Game. A ring of death
with sex at its center. Drive towards outskirts
of city suburbs. At the edge of discover zones of
sophisticated vice and boredom, child prostitution.
But in the grimy ring immediately surrounding
the daylight business district exists the only
real crowd life of our mound, the only street
life, night life. Diseased specimens in dollar
hotels, low boarding houses, bars, pawn shops,
burlesques and brothels, in dying arcades which
never die, in streets and streets of all-night
cinemas.
+++++
+++ +++++
When
play dies it becomes the Game.
When sex dies it becomes Climax.
+++++
+++ +++++
All
games contain the idea of death.
+++++
+++ +++++
Baths,
bars, the indoor pool. Our injured leader
prone on the sweating tile. Chlorine on his breath
and in his long hair. Lithe, although crippled,
body of a middle-weight contender. Near him
the trusted journalist, confidant. He liked men
near him with a large sense of life. But most
of the press were vultures descending on the
scene for curious America aplomb. Cameras
inside the coffin interviewing worms.
+++++
+++ +++++
It
takes large murder to turn rocks in the shade
and expose strange worms beneath. The lives of
our discontented madmen are revealed.
+++++
+++ +++++
Camera,
as all-seeing god, satisfies our longing
for omniscience. To spy on others from this
height and angle: pedestrians pass in and out of
our lens like rare aquatic insects.
Yoga
powers. To make oneself invisible or small.
To become gigantic and reach to the farthest things.
To change the course of nature. To place oneself
anywhere in space or time. To summon the dead.
To exalt senses and perceive inaccessible images,
of events on other worlds, in one's deepest inner
mind, or in the minds of others.
The
sniper's rifle is an extension of his eye. He
kills with injurious vision.
+++++
+++ +++++
The
assassin(?), in flight, gravitated with
unconscious, instinctual insect ease, mothlike,
toward a zone of safety, haven from the
swarming streets. Quickly, he was devoured
in the warm, dark, silent maw of the physical
theater.
+++++
+++ +++++
Modern
circles of Hell: Oswald(?) kills President.
Oswald enters taxi. Oswald stops at rooming house.
Oswald leaves taxi. Oswald kills Officer Tippitt.
Oswald sheds jacket. Oswald is captured.
He
escaped into a movie house.
In
the womb we are blind cave fish.
Everything
is vague and dizzy. The skin swells and
there is no more distinction between parts of the
body. An encroaching sound of threatening,
mocking, monotonous voices. This is fear and
attraction of being swallowed.
Inside
the dream, button sleep around your body
like a glove. Free now of space and time. Free
to dissolve in the streaming summer.
Sleep
is an under-ocean dipped into each night
At morning, awake dripping, gasping, eyes
stinging.
The
eye looks vulgar
Inside its ugly shell.
Come out in the open
In all of your Brilliance.
Nothing.
The air outside
burns my eyes.
I'll pull them out
and get rid of the burning.
Crisp
hot whiteness
City Noon
Occupants of plague zone
are consumed.
(Santa
Ana's are winds off deserts.)
Rip
up grating and splash in gutters.
The search for water, moisture,
"wetness" of the actor, lover.
"Players"-the
child, the actor, and the gambler.
The idea of chance is absent from the world of the
child and primitive. The gambler also feels in
service of an alien power. Chance is a survival
of religion in the modern city, as is theater,
more often cinema, the religion of possession.
What
sacrifice, at what price can the city be born?
There
are no longer "dancers", the possessed.
The cleavage of men into actor and spectators
is the central fact of our time. We are obsessed
with heroes who live for us and whom we punish.
If all the radios and televisions were deprived
of their sources of power, all books and paintings
burned tomorrow, all shows and cinemas closed,
all the arts of vicarious existence...
We
are content with the "given" in sensation's
quest. We have been metamorphosised from a mad
body dancing on hillsides to a pair of eyes
staring in the dark.
Not
one of the prisoners regained sexual balance.
Depressions, impotency, sleeplessness...erotic
dispersion in languages, reading, games, music,
and gymnastics.
The
prisoners built their own theater which
testified to an incredible surfeit of leisure.
A young sailor, forced into female roles, soon
became the "town" darling, for by this time they
called themselves a town, and elected a mayor,
police, aldermen.
In
old Russia, the Czar, each year, granted-out
of the shrewdness of his own soul or one of
his advisors'- a week's freedom for one convict
in each of his prisons. The choice was left to the
prisoners themselves and it was determined in
several ways. Sometimes by vote, sometimes by lot,
often by force. It was apparent that the chosen
must be a man of magic, virility, experience,
perhaps narrative skill, a man of possibility, in
short, a hero. Impossible situation at the
moment of freedom, impossible selection,
defining our world in its percussions.
A
room moves over a landscape, uprooting the mind,
astonishing vision. A gray film melts off the
eyes, and runs down the cheeks. Farewell.
Modern
life is a journey by car. The Passengers
change terribly in their reeking seats, or roam
from car to car, subject to unceasing transformation.
Inevitable progress is made toward the beginning
(there is no difference in terminals), as we
slice through cities, whose ripped backsides present
a moving picture of windows, signs, streets,
buildings. Sometimes other vessels, closed
worlds, vacuums, travel along beside to move
ahead or fall utterly behind.
Destroy
roofs, walls, see in all the rooms at once.
From
the air we trapped gods, with the gods'
omniscient gaze, but without their power to be
inside minds and cities as they fly above.
June
30th. On the sun roof. He woke up suddenly.
At that instant a jet from the air base crawled
in silence overhead. On the beach, children try
to leap into its swift shadow.
The
bird or insect that stumbles into a room
and cannot find the window. Because they know
no "windows".
Wasps,
poised in the window,
Excellent dancers,
detached, are not inclined
into our chamber.
Room
of withering mesh
read love's vocabulary
in the green lamp
of tumescent flesh.
When
men conceived buildings,
and closed themselves in chambers,
first trees and caves.
(Windows
work two ways,
mirrors one way.)
You
never walk through mirrors
or swim through windows.
Cure
blindness with a whore's spittle.
In
Rome, prostitutes were exhibited on roofs
above the public highways for the dubious
hygiene of loose tides of men whose potential
lust endangered the fragile order of power.
It is even reported that patrician ladies, masked
and naked, sometimes offered themselves up to
these deprived eyes for private excitements of
their own.
More
or less, we're all afflicted with the psychology
of the voyeur. Not in a strictly clinical or
criminal sense, but in our whole physical and
emotional
stance before the world. Whenever we seek to break
this spell of passivity, our actions are cruel and
awkward and generally obscene, like an invalid who
has forgotten how to walk.
The
voyeur, the peeper, the Peeping Tom, is a dark
comedian. He is repulsive in his dark anonymity,
in his secret invasion. He is pitifully alone.
But, strangely, he is able through this same silence
and concealment to make unknowing partner of
anyone
within his eye's range. This is his threat and
power.
There
are no glass houses. The shades are drawn
and "real" life begins. Some activities are impossible
in the open. And these secret events are the voyeur's
game. He seeks them out with his myriad army of
eyes- like the child's notion of a Diety who sees
all. "Everything?" asks the child.
"Yes, everything," they answer, and the child
is left to cope with this divine intrusion.
The
voyeur is masturbator, the mirror his badge,
the window his prey.
Urge
to come to terms with the "Outside", by
absorbing, interiorizing it. I won't come out,
you must come in to me. Into my womb-garden
where I peer out. Where I can construct a universe
within the skull, to rival the real.
She
said, "Your eyes are always black". The pupil
opens to seize the object of vision.
Imagery
is born of loss. Loss of the"friendly
expanses". The breast is removed and the face
imposes its cold, curious, forceful, and inscrutable
presence.
You
may enjoy life from afar. You may look at
things but not taste them. You may caress
the mother only with the eyes.
You
cannot touch these phantoms.
French
Deck. Solitary stroker of cards. He
dealt himself a hand. Turn stills of the past in
unending permutations, shuffle and begin. Sort
the images again. And sort them again. This
game reveals germs of truth, and death.
The
world becomes an apparently infinite, yet
possibly finite, card game. Image combinations,
permutations, comprise the world game.
A
mild possession, devoid of risk, at bottom
sterile. With an image there is no attendant
danger.
Muybridge
derived his animal subjects from the
Philadelphia Zoological Garden, male performers
from the University. The women were professional
artists' models, also actrsses and dancers,
parading nude before the 48 cameras.
Films
are collections of dead pictures which are
given artificial insemination.
Film
spectators are quiet vampires.
Cinema
is most totalitarian of the arts. All
energy and sensation is sucked up into the skull,
a cerebral erection, skull bloated with blood.
Caligula wished a single neck for all his subjects
that he could behead a kingdom with one blow.
Cinema is this transforming agent. The body
exists for the sake of the eyes; it becomes a
dry stalk to support these two soft insatiable
jewels.
Film
confers a kind of spurious eternity.
Each
film depends upon all the others and drives
you on to others. Cinema was a novelty, a scientific
toy, until a sufficient body of works had been
amassed, enough to create an intermittent other
world, a powerful, infinite mythology to be dipped
into at will.
Films
have an illusion of timelessness fostered
by their regular, indomitable appearance.
The
appeal of cinema lies in the fear of death.
The
modern East creates the greatest body of films.
Cinema is a new form of an ancient tradition - the
shadow play. Even their theater is an imitation
of it. Born in India or China, the shadow show
was aligned with religious ritual, linked with
celebrations which centered around cremation of the
dead.
It
is wrong to assume, as some have done, that
cinema belongs to women. Cinema is created by
men for the consolation of men.
The
shadow plays originally were restricted to
male audiences. Men could view these dream shows
from either side of the screen. When women later
began to be admitted, they were allowed to attend
only to the shadows.
Male
genitals are small faces
forming trinities of thieves
and Christs
Fathers, sons, and ghosts.
A
nose hangs over a wall
and two half eyes, sad eyes,
mute and handless, multiply
an endless round of victories.
These
dry and secret triumphs, fought
in stalls and stamped in prisons,
glorify our walls
and scorch our vision.
A
horror of empty spaces
propagates this seal on private places.
Kynaston's
Bride
may not appear
but the odor of her flesh
is never very far.
A
drunken crowd knocked over the apparatus,
and Mayhew's showman, exhibiting at Islington
Green, burned up, with his mate, inside.
In
1832, Gropius was astounding Paris with his
Pleorama. The audience was transformed into
the crew aboard a ship engaged in battle. Fire,
screaming, sailors, drowning.
Robert
Baker, an Edinburgh artist, while in jail
for debt, was struck by the effect of light shining
through the bars of his cell through a letter he
was reading, and out of this perception he invented
the first Panorama, a concave, transparent
picture view of the city.
The
invention was soon replace by the Diorama,
which added the illusion of movement by shifting
the room. Also sounds and novel lighting effects.
Daguerre's London Diorama still stands in Regent's
Park, a rare survival, since these shows depended
always on effects of artificial light, produced
by lamps or gas jets, and nearly always ended
in fire.
Phantasmagoria,
magic lantern shows, spectacles
without substance. They achieved complete
sensory experiences through noise, incense,
lightning, water. There may be a time when
we'll attend Weather Theaters to recall the
sensation of rain.
Cinema
has evolved in two paths.
One
is spectacle. Like the phantasmagoria, its
goal is the creation of a total substitute
sensory world.
The
other is peep show, which claims for its
realm both the erotic and the untampered
observance of real life, and imitates the keyhole or
voyeur's window without need of color, noise
grandeur.
Cinema
discovers its fondest affinities, not
with painting, literature, or theater, but with
the popular diversions- comics, chess, French,
and Tarot decks, magazines, and tattooing.
Cinema
derives not from painting, literature,
sculpture, theater, but from ancient popular
wizardry. It is the contemporary manifestation
of an evolving history of shadows, a delight in
pictures that move, a belief in magic. Its
lineage is entwined from the earliest beginning
with Priests and sorcery, a summoning of phantoms.
With, at first, only slight aid of the mirror and
fire, men called up dark and secret visits from
regions in the buried mind. In these seances,
shades are spirits which ward off evil.
The
spectator is a dying animal.
Invoke,
palliate, drive away the Dead. Nightly.
Through
ventriloquism, gestures, play with objects,
and rare variations of the body in space,
the shaman signaled his "trip" to an audience
which share the journey.
In
the seance, the shaman led. A sensuous panic,
deliberately evoked through drugs, chants, dancing,
hurls the shaman into trance. Changed voice,
convulsive movement. He acts like a madman. These
professional hysterics, chosen precisely for their
psychotic leaning, were once esteemed. They
mediated between man and spirit-world. Their mental
travels formed the crux of the religious life of
the tribe.
Principle
of seance: to cure illness. A mood
might overtake a people burdened by hisorical
events or dying in a bad landscape. They seek
deliverance from doom, death, dread. Seek possession,
the visit of gods and powers, a rewinning
of the life source from demon possessors. The
cure is culled from ecstasy. Cure illness or
prevent its visit, revive the sick, and regain
stolen, soul.
It
is wrong to assume that art needs the spectator
in order to be. The film runs on without any eyes.
The spectator cannot exist without it. It insures
his existence.
The
happening / the event in which ether is introduced
into a roomful of people through air vents makes
the chemical an actor. Its agent, or injector,
is an artist-showman who creates a performance
to witness himself. The people consider themselves
audience, while they perform for each other,
and the gas acts out poems of its own through
the medium of the human body. This approaches
the psychology of the orgy while remaining in
the realm of the Game and its infinite permutations.
The
aim of the happening is to cure boredom,
wash the eyes, make childlike reconnections
with the stream of life. Its lowest, widest
aim is for purgation of perception. The happening
attempts to engage all the senses, the total
organism, and achieve total response in the face of
traditional arts which focus on narrower inlets
of sensation.
Multimedias
are invariably sad comedies. They
work as a kind of colorful group therapy, a
woeful mating of actors and viewers, a mutual
semimasturbation. The performers seem to need
their audience and the spectators- the spectators
would find these same mild titillations in a freak
show or Fun Fair and fancier, more complete
amusements in a Mexican cathouse.
Novices,
we watch the moves of silkworms who excite
their bodies in moist leaves and weave wet nests
of hair and skin.
This
is a model of our liquid resting world
dissolving bone and melting marrow
opening pores as wide as windows.
The
"stranger" was sensed as greatest menace
in ancient communities.
Metamorphose.
An object is cut off fom its name,
habits, associations. Detached, it becomes only
the thing, in and of itself. When this disintegration
into pure existence is at last achieved, the object
is free to become endlessly anything.
The
subject says "I see first lots of things
which dance...then everything becomes gradually
connected".
Objects
as they exist in time the clean eye and
camera give us. Not falsified by "seeing".
When
there are as yet no objects.
Early
film makers, who - like the alchemists -
delighted in a willful obscurity about their craft,
in order to withhold their skills from profane
onlookers.
Separate,
purify, reunite. The formula of
Ars Magna, and its heir, the cinema.
The
camera is androgynous machine, a kind of
mechanical hermaphrodite.
In
his retort the alchemist repeats the work of
Nature.
Few
would defend a small view of Alchemy as "Mother
of Chemistry", and confuse its true goal with those
external metal arts. Alchemy is an erotic science,
involved in buried aspects of reality, aimed
at purifying and transforming all being and matter.
Not to suggest that material operations are ever
abandoned. The adept holds to both the mystical
and physical work.
The
alchemists detect in the sexual activity of
man a correspondence with the world's creation,
with the growth of plants, and with mineral
formations. When they see the union of rain
and earth, they see it in an erotic sense, as
copulation. And this extends to all natural
realms of matter. For they can picture love
affairs of chemicals and stars, a romance
of stones, or the fertility of fire.
Stange,
fertile correspondences the alchemists
sensed in unlikely orders of being. Between
men and planets, plants and gestures, words and
weather. These disturbing connections: an infant's
cry and the stroke of silk; the whorl
of an ear and an appearance of dogs in the yard;
a woman's head lowered in sleep and the morning
dance of cannibals; these are conjunctions which
transcend the sterile signal of any "willed"
montage. These juxtapositions of objects, sounds,
actions, colors, weapons, wounds, and odors shine
in an unheard-of way, impossible ways.
Film
is nothing when not an illumination of
this chain of being which makes a needle poised
in flesh call up explosions in a foreign capitol.
Cinema
returns us to anima, religion of matter,
which gives each thing its special divinity and
sees gods in all things and beings.
Cinema,
heir of alchemy, last of an erotic science.
Surround
Emperor of Body.
Bali Bali dancers
Will not break my temple.
Explorers
suck eyes into the head.
The
rosy body cross
secret in flow
controls its flow.
Wrestlers
in body weights dance
and music, mimesis, body.
Swimmers
entertain embryo
sweet dangerous thrust flow.
The
Lords. Events take place beyond our knowledge
or control. Our lives are lived for us. We can
only try to enslave others. But gradually, special
perceptions are being developed. The idea of the
"Lords" is beginning to form in some minds. We
should enlist them into bands of perceivers to
tour the labyrinth during their mysterious nocturnal
appearances. The Lords have secret entrances,
and they know disguises. But they give themselves
away in minor ways. Too much glint of light in
the eye. A wrong gesture. Too long and curious a
glance.
The
Lords appease us with images. They give us
books, concerts, galleries, shows, cinemas.
Especially the cinemas. Through art they confuse
us and blind us to our enslavement. Art adorns
our prison walls, keeps us silent and diverted
and indifferent.
Dull
lions prone on a watery beach.
The universe kneels at the swamp
to curiously eye its own raw
postures of decay
in the mirror of human consciousness.
Absent
and peopled mirror, absorbent,
passive to whatever visits
and retains its interest.
Door
of passage to the other side,
the soul frees itself in stride.
Turn
mirrors to the wall
in the house of the new dead.
Copyright
© 1969-1970 by James Douglas Morrison
THE
VILLAGE TAPES
Come
for all the world lies
hushed & fallen
green ships dangle
on the surface of
Ocean, & sky-birds
glide smugly among
the planes
Gaunt crippled houses
Strangle the cliffs
In the East, in the cities
a hum of life
begins, now come
Of
the Great Insane
American Night
We sing
sending our gift
to its vast promise
Pilots
are a problem
The rain & hungry sea
greedy for steel
Say
a soft American Prayer
A quiet animal sigh
for the strong plane
landing
We
rode on opium tires
from the colossal
airport chess game
at dawn, new from glass
in the broken night
landed
then in quiet
fog, beside the times
out of this strange river
Then
gladly thru
a wasted morning
happy to be alive to
signs of life
a dog,
a school girl
are we in Harlem?
Blessings
accept this ancient
wisdom
which has travelled
far to greet us
From the East
w/the sun
Call
out to him
From the mountain
high, from high
towers
as
the mind
rebels
& wends its way
to freedom
grant
us one more day
& hour
the hero of this dream
who heals & guides us
Forgive
me, Blacks
you who unite
as I fear & gently
fall on darkness
Science
of Night
Earth
Air Fire Water
Mother Father Sons & Daughters
Airplane in the starry night
First fright
Forest follow free
I love thee
watch how I love thee
The
Politics of ecstasy are real
Can't you feel them working thru you
Turning night into day
Mixing sun w/the sea.
Ledger
domain
Wilderness pain
cruel swimming ambience
sweet swimming fish hook smile
I love you all the while
even w/the little child
by the hand
& squeeze
You're
learning
fast
Keep
off the walk
listen to the children talk
Cobra
sun / Fever smile
-No man kill me
"Who
is this insane messenger?"
In
times like these we need
men
around us who can
see clearly & speak the truth.
Out
of breath
Raving
witness
-Who
comes?
-Asia.
~Cassandra
at the Well~
Help!
Help! Save us!
Save us!
We're dying, fella, do something.
Get us out of this!
Save us!
I'm dying.
What have we done now!
We've done it, fella, we've committed the
Help!
This is the end of us, fella.
I love you fella.
I love you fella.
I love you cause you're you.
But
you've got to help us.
What have we done, fella,
What have we done now?
Where
are my dreamers
Today & tonight.
Where are my dancers
leaping madly
whirling & screaming
Where
are my women
quietly dreaming
caught like angels
on the dark porch
of a velvet ranch
dance dance dance dance
dance dance dance
It
was the greatest night of my life
Although I still had not found a wife
I had my friends right there beside me
Indians
scattered on dawn's highway bleeding
Ghosts crowd the young child's fragile eggshell mind
We
scaled the wall
We tripped thru the graveyard
Ancient shapes were all around us
No music but the wet grass
felt fresh beside the fog
Two
made love in a silent spot
one chased a rabbit into the dark
A girl got drunk & made the dead
And I gave empty sermons to my head
Cemetery
cool & quiet
Hate to leave
your sacred lay
Dread the milky coming of the day
In
this full-throated
Sex'd cry
we must try again
to speak of the ununited
miles of sleep around
us
Bumbling thru slumber
Blind numbers
In
a tiled room
We sit & brood
Refuse to move
The guards refuse
and
in the last place
and in the last sweet breath
& in stroke of sine-wise crab
and
in stars of plenty, stars of greed
in the written book & majesties
in fulfillment on a cliff
on the inside of butter
on smooth backs & camels
in the open vessel
in the vein
in lives untold
who witnessed everything
For
those people who died
for Nirvana
for the heavenly creed
for you, for me
These
lines are written
to convey the message
To ignore the warning
To spree upward into
Tantalizing voices
To visit under-seas
Believe
Things more horrible
than war
Things out of the tales
Great beasts
Suffering extinction
All
these monstrous
Words forsaken, falling
by all Hell
loose walls, forgotten
tumbling down into
Night/Fast friends
fellows of the one true cross
earthly lovers crash
sweet sorrow blackness
on the spilled roadside
down, into fire
silence, cry
Argue
w/breath
nice
while I cry
Midnight!
it
must come
like dream
sperm
uncalled
from the center
Borderlands
where liquor's
made
flow
it
must come
unbidden
like the dawn
soft haste
No hurry
hairs curl
The
phone
rings
We create the dawn
I
fell on the earth
& raped the snow
I got married to life
& breathed w/my marrow
I saw young dancers
I am meat & need fuel
Need the whorey glimmer of tears
in women, all ages
Laughter sandwich, fuel
for the lunch of meat minds
Now damn you, dance
Now dance
or die sleek & fat in your
reeking seats, still
buckled for flight
If
the writer can write, &
the farmer can sow
Then all miracles concur,
appear, & start happening
If the children eat, if their
time of crying was Mid-
Night
The
earth needs them
soft dogs on the snow
Nestled in Spring
When sun makes wine
& blood dances dangerous
in the veins or vine
To
have just come wondering
if the world is real is
sick to see the shape she's
made of. What wandering
lunacy have we soft created?
Certain
no one meant it
sure someone started
Where is he?
Where is he or it when
we need her?
Where are you?
In a flower?
To
have just been born
for beauty & see sadness
What is this frail sickness?
Round-up,
Rondolay, Rhonda,
Red, Rich roll ruse rune
rake roan ran regard
if you know what I mean.
This is concrete imagery Vermont
The mouth leads this way
I that way
No good faster the hand too slow
To exist in time we die construct
prisms in a void
The truth faster These hang-ups
hold-ups shooting the republic
The president's dream behind
The throne
four-score fast fever the clinic
the wisdom syphilis doctor nurse
Indians americans Atlantis
Save us guide us in time of need
prayer to the mind cell body
prayer to center of man prayer
to evening's last whisper as the
hand silently glides into peaceful
thorns stones storms
I await your coming
w/negligence Speak to me!
don't leave me here alone Torture
clinic chamber I know the man
arrested The stale bars his mother
who will help a match a cigarette
I'm going. God? What is your name
There
must be some way to define
stop happening space shades
postures poses snapshots The
World behind the word & all
utterance Can't now
coming for us soon leave all over
The Republic is a big cross in a
big cross the nation The world on fire
Taxi from Africa The Grand Hotel
He was drunk a big party last
night there. Pastures fields
skunks snake invisible night birds
night hawks summer disasters
out of doors listen to the lions
roar in the empty fields
These are forgotten
lands Speak confidently of
the forest the end the joke
is on me most certainly
There must be someone today who
knows they do but they can't
Tell you like feeding a child
Wine like sniffing cortex
blue babies lists real estate
cleaning offices word-vomit
mind soup crawling lice book bonds.
Feeling
streams lead to losers
back going back in all directions
sleeping these insane hours
I'll never wake up in a good mood
again. I'm sick of these
stinking boots. Stories of animals
in the woods not stupid but
like indians peeping our their
little eyes in the night I know
the forest & the evil moon tide.
"We sure look funny don't we fella?"
Plu-perfect. Forgotten. Songs
are good streams for a laugh.
The mind bird was a good fella
Who minded labyrinths & lived
in a well He knew Jesus
Knew Newman Knew me &
Morganfield I hope you can
understand these last parables
were hope (less) sure if you can
regard them as anything beyond
matter Surely not more than
Twice-fold fork follow & loose-
tree Now here's the rub rune
Rib-bait
squalor the women of the
quarter yawned & meandered
swimming dust tide for food
scraps to child feed No noon
for misses The Church called bells
inhabitants of the well come to hell
come to the bell funeral jive
Negroes plenty, fluttering their
dark smiles. Mindless lepers-
con-men The movie is popular
This season in all the hotels
rich tourists from the continent
shore up & hold a story seance
nightly The birds tell & they
Know all Telephones crooks
& castenets The lines are wired
Listen hear those voices & all
This long distance from the other half
I love to hear ya ramble boy
missionary stallion One day
The devil arrived only no one tell
or you'll ruin the outcome. He
walked to the pulpit & saved
The city while certainly scoring
Someone's female daughter.
When his cloak was hoisted
The snake was seen & we all
slipped back to lethargy.
Buildings
gilded no interruptions.
Constructions
everywhere. Our
own house was solid astrology
Tiny flutes won their starlings
sunrise. And in the estuary
side-traps stopped our dinner
He came home w/bags of meat
& sacks of flour & the bread
rose & the family flourished.
Those
who Race toward Death
Those who wait
Those who worry
The
Endless quest a vigil
of watchtowers and fortresses
against the sea and time.
Have they won? Perhaps.
They still stand and in
their silent rooms still wander
the souls of the dead,
who keep their watch on the living.
Soon enough we shall join them.
Soon enough we shall walk
the walls of time. We shall
miss nothing
except each other.
Fence
my sacred fire
I want. To be simple, black & clean
A dim nothingness
Please
The sea is green
Smoke
like the child's version of a
Christmas dream
w/no
waking.
Why
the desire for death.
A
clean paper or a pure
white wall. One false
line, a scratch, a mistake.
Unerasable. So obscure
by adding million other
tracings, blend it,
cover over.
But
the original scratch
remains, written in
gold blood, shining.
Desire
for a Perfect Life
Copyright
© 1988 Wilderness Publications